What?

So much has happened in the last two months that it is going to take me awhile to process it all. There was so much that I just couldn't get to writing in my blog. Once I've processed it a little bit more and hopefully a little bit better then I will write it all down here. 

I know this. I am a different person and I cannot explain it. Life is going to be different. It has to be. 

The name of the blog and it's "focus" is going to change. Focus may be a misnomer. We shall see. Definitely a name change although I do have an affinity to this one. 

The blog may even move to a different server with a different name. It's all about changing and it's all about the love. 

Getting my proverbial stuff together. 

I wrote this a few weeks ago:
Do you know what not having a job allows you to do? It allows you to pick up and rush to another city 14 hrs drive away to help family.
Two and a half weeks ago our family narrowly missed tragedy. A horrible thing happened but it could have been worse. My Sister-in-law, Clarice, was hit by a car and run over by another. She had been out joggging. Training for a marathon. Living a healthy life. She is a physically strong woman...still. Because my brother, Aaron, has already written about it I will link to his telling of the story...from start to...well? This story is not going to end any time soon.
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150935540728754&set=a.407683733753.184728.34759153753&type=1&theater
and
https://www.facebook.com/AaronPaquetteArt


Update: Clarice has gone home! She is well enough to do the rest of her rehab from the comfort of her own home.




There is more but I can't write about it yet.

I am still here. It's been a very busy and emotional month. When I am better able to synthesize what has happened I will write. I will have to write about the last month before I can do anything else.
Love.